I Was Never the Girl in His Diary Chapter 06
After delivering a severe beating to Zachary,Â
Barrett returned home sporting quite a few nastyÂ
bruises of his own. Mrs. Sterling was frantic,Â
insisting on driving him to the ER.Â
He flatly refused.Â
“Don’t worry about it, Mom. I need to book aÂ
one–way ticket to Northbrook. Today.”Â
I chose Northbrook University for two distinctÂ
reasons: first, it was geographically isolated fromÂ
everyone I had ever known; second, theÂ
university’s flagship program happened to be theÂ
exact field I was most passionate about studying.Â
The summer season in Northbrook was incredibly.Â
fleeting. The day my flight touched down, theÂ
weather had already taken a sharp, freezing turn.Â
A sudden downpour began to fall, forcing me toÂ
take shelter inside a public bus stop. Lacking anyÂ
heavy winter clothing, I stood there shivering.Â
violently from the biting cold.Â
My pathetic state caught the eye of a young guyÂ
who was also dodging the rain. After a moment ofÂ
silent observation, he unzipped his heavy jacketÂ
and handed it directly to me.Â
“Put it on. Northbrook stays at this temperature this time of year. Remember to bundle up nextÂ
time you head out.”Â
Before I could voice a refusal, his bus pulled up toÂ
the curb. He stepped inside, his figure vanishingÂ
into the traffic seconds later.Â
By my third day in the city, I successfully secured at part–time barista job that paid well enough toÂ
cover a cheap shared–room sublet near campus. Working consistently until the semester startedÂ
would yield just enough cash to cover my tuition.Â
fees.Â
I obtained a completely new phone number,Â
severing every single line of communication withÂ
my hometown–including Barrett.Â
Since I had committed to starting a brand new chapter, the past needed to be discardedÂ
completely.Â
What I absolutely did not anticipate, however, wasÂ
Barrett showing up in Northbrook to hunt meÂ
down.Â
It was just another routine, exhausting afternoonÂ
at work.Â
The rain was pouring heavily outside, leaving theÂ
café practically empty. The tinted glass door wasÂ
pulled open from the outside, and Barrett walkedÂ
in, wearing his signature black hoodie.Â
The exact second our eyes met, his rims turned aÂ
violent, emotional red.Â
“Valerie…”Â
The air in the café grew so deathly quiet you couldÂ
hear a pin drop.Â
I offered absolutely no acknowledgment.Â
Dropping my head back down, I seamlesslyÂ
continued the task at hand.Â
Undeterred by the rejection, Barrett ordered aÂ
black coffee and took a seat at a corner table,Â
quietly keeping me company until my shift finallyÂ
ended.Â
The moment I stepped out into the night, heÂ
followed right behind me like a shadow, matchingÂ
my pace step for step.Â
Eventually, I slammed to a halt, taking a deep. breath before whirling around to face him.Â
“Barrett, I thought I made myself perfectly clear back home. What on earth do you want from me?”Â
A flash of absolute panic darted across hisÂ
expression.Â
“I just want to talk to you, Valerie. That’s it. Nothing else.”Â
“We have absolutely nothing to talk about. GoÂ
home.”Â
Turning back around, I walked away, but this human shadow refused to let go.Â
He lunged forward, wrapping his arms tightly around my waist from behind. I felt boiling hot teardrops cascade down the back of my neck, sliding past my collar and soaking into my clothes.Â
Barrett’s voice was thick with desperate pleading:Â
“Valerie, I am so incredibly sorry. I know I screwed up. Just give me one more chance, please.”Â
The echo of Zachary’s toxic words flashedÂ
through my mind. I closed my eyes tightly, a heavy exhaustion settling into my bones.Â
“Barrett, you’ve already betrayed my trust once. Don’t go doing the exact same thing to Seraphina. I highly doubt she knows you flew all the way to Northbrook to find me.”Â
A look of deep confusion flooded his features.Â
“Valerie… what the hell are you talking about?”Â
I didn’t offer an explanation. I coldly pried his fingers off my waist and took a massive strideÂ
forward.Â
I had only made it five paces before Barrett finallyÂ
processed the misunderstanding, screaming atÂ
my retreating back:Â
“You’ve got it all wrong, Valerie! I am not datingÂ
Seraphina! I rejected her that exact night!”Â
My footsteps faltered for a fraction of a second,Â
but I didn’t turn back.Â
It simply didn’t matter anymore.Â
Barrett refused to leave Northbrook.Â
He explicitly told me that until I granted himÂ
forgiveness, he would camp out in this cityÂ
indefinitely.Â
I told him I couldn’t care less. Incredibly, BarrettÂ
actually approached the café manager, beggingÂ
relentlessly until he was hired as an extraÂ
part–time barista.Â
For the next full month, we operated under theÂ
exact same roof, constantly crossing paths in the tight space. The very second there was a lull inÂ
customers, he would eagerly hover around me, desperately trying to spark a conversation.Â
Genuinely exhausted by the constant disruption, IÂ
finally agreed to sit down and have a proper talkÂ
with him.

