Thirty Years, One Mistake Chapter 09
Luca really knelt.Â
Right outside my house.Â
He was wearing an expensive suit, but his knee hitÂ
the cold ground hard.Â
His back was straight as a rod, like a statue ofÂ
atonement.Â
Rain soaked his hair and shoulders, but he didn’tÂ
seem to notice. He just stared at my window.Â
My mother came back from shopping. She was soÂ
angry she threw her bag on the ground.Â
“Luca, what are you doing? Who are youÂ
threatening?”Â
“Get up right now. Don’t make a fool of yourselfÂ
here.”Â
Luca looked up. Rainwater streamed down hisÂ
pale cheeks – impossible to tell rain from tears.Â
“Mom, please. Let me see Linda.”Â
My mother snorted.Â
“See her? What’s there to see?”Â
“Haven’t you hurt Linda enough? Do you know sheÂ
had that surgery alone? That child – if that childÂ
were still here…”Â
Her voice caught. She turned away and wiped herÂ
eyes hard.Â
“Go away. Don’t come back.”Â
Luca’s lips trembled. His voice was barely audible.Â
“Just once. I’ll leave right after.”Â
“I’ll sign… I’ll sign the divorce papers.”Â
The last words came out like they cost himÂ
everything.Â
I stood behind the curtain on the second floor,Â
watching.Â
I closed my eyes, took a breath, and wentÂ
downstairs.Â
When Luca saw me, his eyes lit up. He tried toÂ
stand, but his legs were numb. He stumbled.Â
“Linda!”Â
I stood a few steps away, holding an umbrella, myÂ
face calm as if I were looking at a stranger.Â
“Go ahead.”Â
Luca opened his mouth. His voice cracked.Â
“I’m sorry.”Â
“Linda, I’m so sorry.”Â
“I know it’s too late. I’m the idiot. I didn’t knowÂ
what I had. I ruined everything.”Â
He lowered his head, fists clenched.Â
“I agree to the divorce.”Â
“Whatever you want for assets, I don’t care. I justÂ
want you – just…”Â
His voice broke.Â
“As long as you’re okay.”Â
Rain dripped from his nose. He looked up at me,Â
eyes red.Â
“I’ve already dealt with Erin.”Â
“She’ll never appear in front of you again. Not inÂ
this circle.”Â
“I had all her social media accounts banned. CutÂ
off her resources. She’ll be nothing.”Â
His voice was calm but ruthless. Like the womanÂ
he’d once been intimate with was just trash toÂ
discard.Â
I listened, but I felt no satisfaction – only a deep,Â
cold sadness.Â
This was Luca. When he loved, he gave everything.Â
When he stopped, he destroyed without mercy.Â
I asked softly, “Are you done?”Â
Luca looked at me. The last glimmer of hope in hisÂ
eyes slowly faded.Â
“We…”Â
“There’s no ‘we.”Â
I interrupted. I took the crumpled divorce.Â
agreement from my bag and handed it to him.Â
“Sign.”Â
“Then we’re even.”Â
Luca took the pen with trembling fingers. The tipÂ
hovered over the signature line for a long time.Â
His hand shook so badly the ink blurred into aÂ
small blot on the paper.Â
Like a stain between us that could never beÂ
erased.Â
Finally, he closed his eyes, took a deep breath, andÂ
signed his name.Â
The moment the pen left the paper, all the strengthÂ
seemed to drain from him. He slumped to theÂ
ground.Â
I bent down, took the agreement from his hand, and put it away carefully.Â
“Luca.”Â
I held my umbrella and looked at him one lastÂ
time.Â
“Don’t ever see me again.”Â
I turned and walked home. I didn’t look back.Â
I closed the door.Â
Shutting out his muffled sobs.

