My Childhood Friend Spoiled My Admission Dream Chapter 10
“Miss Sinclair, would you be willing to give a speech as a representative freshman at the opening ceremony?”Â
On the day I arrived at Harvard University, Elaine Brooks, the academic advisor, called me into her office.Â
“I will.”Â
She studied me for a moment.Â
“We’ve heard about what happened in your collegeÂ
admissions process.”Â
“To still maintain your composure after something likeÂ
that… it’s not easy.”Â
I met her eyes calmly.Â
“Compared to people who were actually destroyed, IÂ
was lucky.”Â
“Luck is part of it,” she said softly. “But clarity mattersÂ
more.”Â
Everything moved fast after the semester began.Â
In the class group chat, Caleb’s apology stayed pinnedÂ
for three full days.Â
It was long.Â
He admitted that because of his bias and arrogance, heÂ
allowed Vivian to harm me, and that he spreadÂ
unverified claims without checking the truth first.Â
He apologized to me and to everyone who had beenÂ
misled.Â
This time, no one defended him.Â
Tessa privately messaged me.Â
[Audrey, I’m sorry. I used to follow Vivian and talk badÂ
about you. I was misled too.]Â
I blocked her immediately.Â
Being “misled” didn’t erase the fact that she hadÂ
chosen to swing the knife.Â
Later, I heard from Nathan Cole that Vivian had beenÂ
released on bail.Â
The school revoked her honors and recommendations.Â
Her family came to protest–her mother crying that her daughter just wanted companionship, so how did itÂ
become a crime?Â
Victor sent a lawyer and said only one sentence.Â
“If she wanted companionship, she can find it among her co–conspirators.”Â
Caleb never even got to reapply for admission.Â
Even though he wasn’t the main culprit, his name wasÂ
dragged through the public backlash.Â
Victor cut off all support. Caleb had no money forÂ
studying abroad, and he refused to take a gap year.Â
In the end, he had no choice but to enroll at RiverstateÂ
Technical College.Â
The first time I saw news of him was on a short videoÂ
platform.Â
[Once an Ivy League University prospect, now atÂ
Riverstate Technical College–mocked by roommates.Â
for pretending to be a top student.]Â
In the video, Caleb sat on the edge of a dorm bed, faceÂ
dark.Â
“Bro, I heard you were supposed to go to an IvyÂ
League?”Â
Someone laughed.Â
“Did they reject you so you came here to ‘help the poor‘?”Â
Caleb forced out a cold voice.Â
“Don’t film me. I don’t belong here.”Â
“You don’t belong here? Then why are you here?”Â
“Everything has your name on it.”Â
He reached up to block the camera and got shoved back.Â
“Stop acting superior. We’re all studying at the same place. Who do you think you are?”Â
The video cut off abruptly. The comment section wasÂ
full of mockery.Â
[Isn’t this the guy who told someone else to treatÂ
Riverstate like a ‘life experience‘?]Â
[His own experience mode got activated.]Â
I swiped it away.Â
My roommate leaned over. “You know him?”Â
“Used to.”Â
She didn’t ask further.Â
At the opening ceremony, I stood on stage and spoke.Â
“I used to think the meaning of effort was achieving anÂ
outcome. Later I realized effort also gives you theÂ
strength to wait for the truth when you’reÂ
misunderstood.”Â
“Never hand your life over to someone who thinksÂ
they’re doing it for your own good. And never surrenderÂ
your boundaries out of so–called sympathy.”Â
Applause filled the hall.Â
On the screen, I saw my face–calm, clear, unshaken.Â
After the ceremony, a message arrived.Â
[Audrey, I saw your speech. You’re standingÂ
somewhere I can’t reach anymore.]Â
[I’m doing really badly here. They laugh at me, isolateÂ
me, even throw my things into the water. Now I finallyÂ
understand what it feels like to be bullied.]Â
I turned off the screen.Â
My roommate asked, “Spam?”Â
“Pretty much.”Â
Soon, another message popped up.Â
[Can you come see me? Just once.]Â
I blocked the number.Â
There was no satisfaction in it, just the feeling ofÂ
finally shutting a door that had been letting in cold airÂ
for too long.Â
That night, Nathan sent me a screenshot.Â
Caleb had posted a photo under a streetlight. TheÂ
caption was only one line: [If only I had answered thatÂ
call back then.]Â
I looked at it for a few seconds and deleted theÂ
screenshot.Â
Nathan asked, [Don’t you feel soft about it?]Â
[No.]Â
He sent a sighing emoji. [He is really suffering thisÂ
time.]Â
I looked out at the bright lights of the campus andÂ
slowly typed my final messages.Â
[He’s suffering because the knife finally cut back intoÂ
the hand that held it.]Â
[And me—I’m going to see a world he’ll never reach.]Â

