His Heart Stayed Flat for Me, Raced for Her, I Stayed for Neither Chapter 07
At the sound of “Emily,” Caleb’s head snapped up.Â
“Of course.” Olivia laughed bitterly, even as more tears fell. “You like her, don’t you?”Â
Everyone in the room held their breath.Â
The only sound was Olivia’s quiet sobbing.Â
Caleb’s hands were clenched into fists. They wereÂ
shaking.Â
He wanted to deny it.Â
He had spent years denying it in front of everyone.Â
He was used to saying “I don’t like her.” Used to saying “We’re just friends.” Used to keeping his distance from Emily in front of everyone.Â
But this time, the words got stuck in his throat.Â
Because his mind was full of Emily’s face.Â
Her lonely figure standing in the rain as he tookÂ
her umbrella.Â
The look in her eyes at the dinner table, so empty,Â
when she said “I’ll figure it out.”Â
The way she ran out of the classroom crying, andÂ
he didn’t follow her.Â
The way he had rejected her in front of everyone,Â
again and again. And yet, she kept forgiving him.Â
She put up with him. She waited for him. SheÂ
loved him like a fool.Â
And he had given her nothing in return.Â
Not even a simple “I like her.” He was too afraid ofÂ
being laughed at.Â
But Emily had been laughed at for years.Â
“Yeah. I like her.” Caleb looked up. His voice wasÂ
steady and sure. “I like Emily Carson. I alwaysÂ
have.”Â
Olivia just stood there, crying so hard she wasÂ
shaking.Â
Caleb looked at her. There was guilt in his eyes, but also relief. Like he had finally woken up.Â
“Olivia, I’ve always been attracted to you. And IÂ
really have had feelings for you.”Â
“You’re amazing. You’re brilliant. I could never lookÂ
away. And for a while, I really thought we wereÂ
meant for each other.”Â
“But Emily…” His voice dropped. “She’s been part of my life for so long. I can’t live without her.”Â
Olivia crouched down, crying so hard her whole body shook.Â
Everyone was whispering. No one dared to speakÂ
loudly.Â
Olivia stood up. Her eyes were red and furious. “Caleb Whitmore, you are such an asshole!”Â
She turned and walked out, slamming the door so hard the whole floor rattled.Â
Everyone just looked at each other. No one said aÂ
word.Â
Caleb suddenly remembered something. HeÂ
grabbed his phone and texted Emily.Â
[Emily, Olivia and I are done. I said no. I like you.Â
I’ve always liked you.]Â
But the message came back with a redÂ
exclamation mark.Â
He tried again. Same thing.Â
Caleb ran out of the party room, calling her as heÂ
ran. He tried ten, fifteen times. None of them wentÂ
through.Â
She had blocked his number, his social media,Â
everything.Â
He ran all the way to Emily’s house. The houseÂ
was completely dark. No one was home.Â
That was when he realized. Emily was gone.Â
He had thought she was just mad and would coolÂ
off eventually. But now, she seemed more angryÂ
than ever.Â
She was still mad at him.Â
She had always been so understanding. This was the first time he had ever seen her this upset.Â
He hadn’t realized how badly he had hurt her.Â
Caleb sat down on the ground in front of her door. He knew she wouldn’t get the messages, but he kept sending them anyway.Â
[Emily, I’m sorry.]Â
[I shouldn’t have played that game. I shouldn’t have broken up with you.]Â
[Do whatever you want to me. Just don’t ignore.Â
me when school starts.]

