I Faked an Affair for a Divorce but My Cold Husband Refused to Let Me Go Chapter 05
But instead…Â
He stared at me, eyes dark with anger. He grippedÂ
my arm so hard he started shaking with anger, butÂ
the moment he felt me whimper, he forced himselfÂ
to loosen his hold.Â
Lucas slid a hand behind my head and pulled meÂ
closer.Â
He kissed my hair.Â
Then he patted my back, up and down, with anÂ
awkward, clumsy gentleness.Â
In a low voice, he said, “Mm. Baby held you.”Â
I froze.Â
His unnatural calm terrified me.Â
Lucas was brilliant, frighteningly intelligent. TheÂ
moment he’d gotten the first message, he shouldÂ
have understood. I had “cheated.” To avoid aÂ
scandal, he should’ve divorced me at once.Â
But instead, he denied it obsessively, insisting IÂ
hadn’t slept with anyone else.Â
And now he was pretending my sweet words wereÂ
for him.Â
What was he doing?Â
Lucas seemed to think I’d gone back to sleep.Â
Silent, he lifted the covers. His finger touched myÂ
ribcage, then traced down where I’d claimed oneÂ
of those moles was.Â
Just one light stroke.Â
His fingertip was cool.Â
It was so fast I didn’t even have time to think. I jerked and trembled uncontrollably.Â
That text had been something I made up. Even I hadn’t known that being touched there could send a jolt through me like electricity.Â
I shook, humiliated. I could barely keep acting. IÂ
tried to pull away at once.Â
Lucas stopped moving and wrapped both arms. around me, completely, holding me tight againstÂ
him.Â
Tight. Unbreakable. Like a trap closing, so close IÂ
could feel the pounding of his heart beneath hisÂ
ribs.Â
His heart was chaotic, frantic, pounding.Â
He whispered softly, “You’re mine, and I’m yours.”Â
He really had gone mad.Â
He threw away every bit of logic, every coldÂ
calculation, and turned into something animal.Â
Savage. Direct. Possessive, with no way out.Â
Like I’d been trapped in his hold, and from then on,Â
I could only belong to him.Â
Lucas stripped us both down. We were no longerÂ
two people with fragile bodies and sensitive souls.Â
We were two people trapped together.Â
Click.Â
We were bound together.Â
And stubbornly believing that meant I was his, andÂ
he was mine.Â
He had really gone mad.Â
In the darkness, I opened my eyes. TrappedÂ
between his scorching chest and the cage of hisÂ
arms, I watched his sleeping face with a jumble ofÂ
unnameable feelings.Â
My eyes grew heavy, and I fell into sleep.Â
In the dream, the me from three years agoÂ
screamed and begged him to let me go.Â
He looked at me coldly.Â
Not until I shouted, “I don’t owe you anything. YouÂ
have no right to lock me up!”Â
did he finally take a step back.Â
He stayed silent for a full minute before lifting hisÂ
eyes.Â
“You owed me,” he said. “Your sister left and brokeÂ
the engagement, so you have to take her place.Â
forever. I wasn’t letting you go.”Â
Back then, I’d sunk to the floor, staring at my face,Â
so similar to my sister’s, and I finally understood.Â
He refused to let me go because he’d beenÂ
treating me as her substitute.Â
Three years passed like that, suffocating andÂ
miserable.Â
When I opened my eyes, Lucas was gone.Â
The bed beside me was smooth and neat, as if noÂ
one had ever been there.

