The Older Man She Craves Can Hear Every Naughty Word In Her Head Chapter 10
That letter “n” burned into my eyes.Â
I was stunned.Â
As the comments vanished, I blurted out the restÂ
of the word without thinking.Â
Panic shot through me.Â
But Atticus didn’t react at all!Â
I realized then that when the commentsÂ
disappeared, Atticus’s ability to hear my thoughtsÂ
was gone too.Â
I almost jumped for joy. “You can’t hear meÂ
anymore!”Â
Atticus finally snapped back to his senses. He strained to listen for my thoughts, but there was only silence–pure frustration and helplessness.Â
After a long while, his eyes reddened. “Yeah… IÂ
can’t hear anymore… I can’t tell what you like or dislike. I can’t make you happy… how long will you like me like this? I’m ten years older than you. We’re not even from the same generation.”Â
I saw how much he’d relied on reading my mind. “It was just a cheat code. It’s not worth missing. We’llÂ
learn about each other as we live together–likeÂ
how you remember what food I like.”Â
He held me tightly and said nothing.Â
When my parents found out that I had gone from marrying Theodore to marrying his father instead,Â
they pointed at me and yelled until, eventually, theyÂ
just got so frustrated that they started laughing inÂ
disbelief.Â
“You turned down the young one for the olderÂ
man?”Â
“Do you have any idea how much older Atticus is?Â
A few more years and he’d be old enough to beÂ
your father!”Â
“How did we end up with such a freak?”Â
I let their words go in one ear and out the other,Â
smiling carelessly. “Theodore already has aÂ
girlfriend. If you still want a marriage alliance withÂ
the Parker family, it has to be Atticus and me. TakeÂ
it or leave it.”Â
I picked at my fingers so hard they almost bled.Â
My parents fumed with rage, but in the end, theyÂ
could do nothing.Â
Family interests came first.Â
Life after the marriage was much the same asÂ
before.Â
The only difference was that Atticus startedÂ
coming home from work even earlier–now it wasÂ
6:30.Â
But more often than not, I was still out having fun.Â
I painted, posted my artwork on social media, andÂ
gained a huge following.Â
Some called me a genius at black–and–white lineÂ
art.Â
Some people said my art was so grim that twoÂ
seconds of looking at it and you’d need aÂ
therapist.Â
I wasn’t having it. I took a photo of the actualÂ
scene and posted it as proof. [I’m a realist!]Â
The next day, it hit the trending topics.Â
[We’re your online fans, not your funeral guests.Â
Art can be down–to–earth, but not six feet under.]Â
[How does a perfectly normal scene turn so gloomy the moment it passes through your eyes?]Â
[I mean, all art students are a little… you know.Â
Maybe go see a doctor?]Â
“Mean words hurt!” I closed my tablet in a huff andÂ
decided to go find more scenery to draw.Â
had just stepped out when Atticus came home.Â
He asked the butler where I’d gone. The butlerÂ
scratched his head. “Heard she went out to paint.”Â
I passed the Arts Alley when a familiar melody.Â
caught my ear.Â
I pushed through the crowd and squeezedÂ
forward.Â
This man played even better than Theodore. Slow notes poured from his knobby fingers like.Â
moonlight spilled across the floor.Â
It was enchanting.Â
Thunderous applause filled the air.Â
The man on stage stood up and bowed.Â
–Â
I finally saw his face slim, sharp features, thoseÂ
soft eyes with slightly upturned corners, more. gentle than I remembered. He wore gold–rimmedÂ
glasses and a perfectly tailored white suit. TheÂ
moment you looked at him, you couldn’t lookÂ
away.Â
What was he doing in Westfield Heights?Â
Wasn’t he supposed to be….Â
I stepped toward him without thinking, but a handÂ
wrapped around my waist. “Fefe, it’s time to go.Â
home for dinner.”Â
Atticus had appeared out of nowhere, his voiceÂ
soft.Â
I let him lead me away, glancing back once weÂ
cleared the crowd.Â
Perhaps because we were the only ones leaving,Â
the man on stage looked right at me.Â
Our eyes met, and his expression shifted at once.Â
His lips moved silently, “Fefe…”Â
Thud.Â
A stone dropped into water.Â
Ripples spread through my heart.Â
“Let’s go.”Â
Atticus’s voice pulled me back.Â
I hid my strange feeling and smiled at him. “Okay.Â
What’s for dinner tonight?”Â
“Whatever you want.” He laced his fingers through mine. “I’ll make anything you like.”Â
That night, Atticus’s hands–wearing both a diamond ring and a plain band–cupped my face. His nose brushed mine. “You’re distracted.”Â
I melted into his kiss, a faint tingle lingering on my tongue where the metal ball had touched me.Â
I stared at him hazily, my voice lazy and teasing. “…Hmm?”Â
His kisses trailed lower. “I’ve always wanted to ask you… why did you like me the second we met?”Â
I trembled slightly.Â
My gaze drifted from his hair to the white ceiling. “Why… Your beautiful hands. Your voice. Your smiling eyes…”Â
He freed up his mouth to kiss my lips again. “So you liked me only because I have the same traits as your first love? I’m his replacement?”Â
I shook my head.Â
My fingertips brushed the corners of his eyes. “No. It’s just my type. Preferences are hard to change, especially sexual ones.”Â
Atticus’s body trembled slightly. His eyes glistened, and a cold tear fell onto my collarbone,Â
silent. “Fefe, I believe you. Don’t lie to me.Â
Otherwise… I don’t know what I might do.”Â
Seeing him fall from that high place of steadyÂ
control after losing the ability to hear my thoughtsÂ
-seeing him become so insecure and fearful ofÂ
loss–I felt a wave of tender affection for him.Â
I said nothing.Â
I only kissed him in answer.Â
The next day, the butler scratched his head andÂ
asked me. “Why does Mr. Parker suddenly want toÂ
learn piano?”Â
I smiled and shrugged. “No idea.”Â
Probably just the silver fox’s fear of beingÂ
replaced, pushing him to be better.Â
Silver fox? Totally worth it.

