She Rejected the Alpha and Became Her Own Moon Chapter 12
The man carried himself with a warm refinement,Â
his features clean, and what was more, he was aÂ
werewolf, a strong and self–contained one.Â
Seeing Ethan, he paused for a beat, and the twoÂ
wolves were already silently sizing each other up,Â
but he gave a polite nod right after by way ofÂ
greeting.Â
A clear smile lit Aurora’s eyes as she stood andÂ
took the book, flipping it open for a glance, herÂ
voice light.Â
“Perfect, I was just worried I couldn’t find theÂ
material. Thank you, Caleb, for making the trip onÂ
purpose.”Â
“It was on my way. I had a meeting nearbyÂ
anyway.”Â
Caleb’smiled, then added, “By the way, the cityÂ
horticultural society has a show next week with aÂ
lot of new varieties brought in from abroad. WantÂ
to go see it together?”Â
“Sure. I’ve been wanting to find some new fallÂ
varieties anyway.”Â
The two of them talked easily, moving from theÂ
flower show to how to care for the hydrangea in her yard, the conversation light and in step, and Ethan stood off to the side with no way into it atÂ
all.Â
He watched the genuine, easy smile on Aurora’sÂ
face, a look he’d never once seen in their five years.Â
together.Â
And all at once he understood.Â
He and Aurora had stopped belonging to the sameÂ
world a long time ago.Â
He was still stuck in the memories of the past,Â
drowning in regret, while she had already movedÂ
on to a place where spring was warm, and the flowers were open, and she would never turn backÂ
to wait for him again.Â
He didn’t intrude any further. He quietly rose andÂ
left the flower shop.Â
At the end of the lane, he looked back once. TheÂ
door stood half open, warm yellow light spillingÂ
out, and he could just make out the outline ofÂ
Aurora bent over her book, quiet and lovely.Â
Ethan stayed in St. Augustine for a full week.Â
Every day, he came to that old street and stood farÂ
off at the mouth of the lane, watching SpringÂ
Blossom open its doors, watching Aurora carry inÂ
her flowers in the morning, sit in the doorway inÂ
the midday sun with her tea, and send off her lastÂ
customer at dusk before she locked up.Â
He didn’t go in and bother her again. He onlyÂ
watched from a distance like this, his heart bothÂ
full and hollow.Â
He knew he’d truly and completely lost her.Â
The day he left St. Augustine, the weather was fine, not a cloud in the sky.Â
Standing in the airport gate area, Ethan thought back to that other airport a year and more ago, where Aurora’s parents had torn up her ticket, and she’d stood in the milling crowd with her fingertips shaking in anger, her chin lifted stubbornly, refusing to let a single tear fall.Â
Back then, he’d still thought she was throwing a tantrum, still assumed as a matter of course that once Iris was well, he’d come back and bond with her again.Â
Looking back now, the man he’d been then was absurd and pitiful.Â
He’d chased a boyhood obsession for half his life,Â
and only when he looked back did he see that theÂ
one light that had ever truly brightened his days.Â
he’d thrown away with his own hands.Â
And she had already stepped out on the springÂ
wind into a spring of her own, and she would neverÂ
wait for him again.Â
I barely noticed Ethan’s departure. My life settled back into its quiet rhythm without a ripple.Â
I still opened my little flower shop every morning, selling cherry blossoms and peonies in spring, jasmine and white magnolias in summer, sweet olive and daisies in fall, and wintersweet andÂ
pussy willow in winter.Â
Helena stopped by often to keep me company, usually bringing homemade treats, while Caleb dropped in every now and then with books aboutÂ
plants.Â
The two of us sometimes visited the flowerÂ
market or wandered through flower shows together.Â
Our friendship was easy and comfortable, and neither of us had ever tried to make it anythingÂ
more.Â
My parents came to find me once after hearingÂ
that I’d opened a flower shop here and was doingÂ
well.Â
They wanted me to go home. They also wantedÂ
me to help them get in touch with Ethan.Â
They said Iris was spending too much moneyÂ
overseas, and they didn’t have enough left toÂ
support themselves in their old age.Â
I welcomed them politely and gave them a sum ofÂ
money.Â
I told them I would send them support everyÂ
month from then on, but I wasn’t going back, and IÂ
wanted nothing more to do with Ethan.Â
They called me an ungrateful daughter and hurledÂ
every insult they could think of.Â
I listened without saying a word, and after theyÂ
had exhausted themselves, I calmly walked themÂ
to the door.Â
I’d stopped expecting anything from the family IÂ
was born into a long time ago.Â
Now I had my own little flower shop, my ownÂ
small courtyard, work that I truly loved, andÂ
peaceful, steady days.Â
That was more than enough for me.Â
One evening, I sat beneath the trellis in my courtyard with a cup of tea in my hands.Â
When I looked up, the setting sun blazed acrossÂ
the horizon, painting the sky in fiery shades of red.Â
A gentle breeze drifted through the yard, shaking loose a shower of jasmine petals that landed on the hem of my dress.Â
Their fresh, sweet fragrance lingered in the air.Â
Without warning, my thoughts wandered back toÂ
years ago, to the Pack’s annual honors gala.Â
Ethan had stood on the stage in a perfectlyÂ
tailored suit, his posture straight and proud,Â
shining so brightly that the younger me hadÂ
thought he was the most dazzling person in theÂ
world.Â
That had been the greatest and most carefullyÂ
hidden crush of my entire youth.Â
I smiled to myself and lifted my teacup for anotherÂ
sip.Â
The jasmine tea tasted light and fragrant, leavingÂ
behind a clean sweetness that lingered on myÂ
tongue.Â
It was all in the past now.Â
The breeze rustled through the trellis. Leaves whispered overhead, and every flower in the courtyard bloomed at just the right moment.Â
I lowered my gaze to the white petals resting against the hem of my dress, and a gentle smileÂ
softened my face.Â
He could chase the moon he could never let go of.Â
I would keep walking toward the spring that wasÂ
waiting for me.Â
From this day forward, our paths would stretch farther and farther apart, and I hoped we wouldÂ
each find our own kind of happiness.
