She Rejected the Alpha and Became Her Own Moon Chapter 07
Meanwhile, far away on the West Coast, Ethan’sÂ
days were a mess.Â
For the first two months there, work and Iris filledÂ
every hour, and he had no room to think about anything else.Â
At seven each morning, he took Iris to the healing sanctuary for her treatment, handled PackÂ
business online in the afternoon, and after work rushed back to soothe a moody, unpredictable Iris.Â
The Healer said Iris’s wolf was recovering betterÂ
than expected, that with steady treatment it couldÂ
wake in half a year, that the wolf’s return wouldÂ
heal her injured leg, and that a comeback to theÂ
stage within a year wasn’t out of the question.Â
But as Iris’s leg slowly improved, Ethan only feltÂ
more and more worn down.Â
Iris had always been spoiled.Â
The moment treatment hurt, she’d cry and refuseÂ
to go on. If a meal wasn’t to her taste, she’d throwÂ
the plate, and if a Healer’s apprentice moved a little too slowly, she’d berate them until their eyesÂ
went red.Â
Every day, he dragged himself home exhausted,Â
only to face a wrecked apartment and a stream ofÂ
complaints that never ended.Â
One night, he was sent out on short notice and gotÂ
into a clash with the local Pack.Â
His old stomach trouble flared up again, and theÂ
pain broke him out in a cold sweat.Â
By the time he got back to the apartment, it wasÂ
one in the morning, the kitchen was spotless, andÂ
the fridge was empty.Â
Iris was curled on the couch scrolling through herÂ
phone, and when he came in, she only glanced upÂ
and tossed out, “Why are you back so late? I’m hungry. Go make me a salad, and put ginger in it.”Â
Ethan stood in the entryway, bracing himself against the wall to catch his breath, and all atÂ
once the old days at the Pack apartment cameÂ
back to him.Â
No matter how late he came in, there was alwaysÂ
a bowl of stew kept warm on the table with slicedÂ
bread and fruit beside it, and Aurora always satÂ
waiting under the living room lamp.Â
At the sound of the door, she’d look up with a faintÂ
smile and say, “You’re back? The soup’s justÂ
warmed. Drink it while it’s hot. Your stomach’sÂ
bad, don’t let it get cold.”Â
His stomach medicine always sat in the firstÂ
drawer of the entry cabinet, and Aurora alwaysÂ
reminded him to take it before he left.Â
His shirts were pressed sharply every day, not aÂ
crease at the collar or cuffs.Â
His ties, his cufflinks, and his watches were allÂ
sorted by occasion and set in their fixed spots inÂ
the closet. Even the temperature of his showerÂ
water was set just right.Â
Back then, he’d taken all of it for granted, as theÂ
plain duty a mate owed.Â
He’d even vaguely felt that Aurora was too dull, tooÂ
quiet, nothing like the vivid, dazzling Iris who couldÂ
make his heart race.Â
Only now did he see that all those small dailyÂ
things he’d overlooked had long since folded intoÂ
his life like the air itself.Â
He’d grown so used to them that he never noticed, and only once they were gone did he learn howÂ
hard it was to do without them.Â
That night, he didn’t make Iris her pasta.Â
He poured himself a cup of hot water, searchedÂ
the whole apartment, and couldn’t find anyÂ
stomach medicine. In the end, he curled up on theÂ
couch and gritted it out until dawn.Â
Iris threw a fit over it for a whole day besides,Â
saying he didn’t care about her at all, slammingÂ
the door and hiding in her room, refusing to come.Â
out.Â
Sitting in the empty living room, Ethan began toÂ
wonder for the first time whether he’d chosen IrisÂ
so readily all those years ago out of love, or onlyÂ
out of an obsession with what he hadn’t been ableÂ
to have when he was young.Â
What finally woke him up for good was the day heÂ
left work early.Â
The branch wrapped its meeting early that day, and remembering Iris had said she wanted foodÂ
from the south side, he drove halfway across theÂ
city to pick it up as a surprise for her.Â
But the second he reached the foot of the building,‘Â
he saw Iris step out of a cab in heels, steady onÂ
her feet, several shopping bags in hand, laughing.Â
and chatting with a friend beside her, light on herÂ
feet, without the slightest sign of any troubleÂ
walking.
