Last Life, He Killed Me for Her. This Life, I’ll Sell Him the Ticket Chapter 07
When I returned home, my mother had already been laid to rest under the General’sÂ
arrangements.Â
Her grave had been placed on a sunny hillside.Â
It was so bright that it almost did not feel real.Â
It felt as if this were only a dream.Â
It felt as if my mother and I had merely gone out to sit in the sun, and soon we would walk home handÂ
in hand.Â
But when I stood in front of the house and saw the plate of moldy brown–sugar glazed meatloaf on the table, tears streamed down my face, one afterÂ
another.Â
I collapsed to the floor and sobbed until my chestÂ
felt torn open.Â
It was real. The mother who had loved me, spoiled me, and cherished me for so many years wasÂ
gone forever.Â
Even after getting a second chance at life, I stillÂ
had not been able to save her.Â
I leaned against the table, and then I suddenlyÂ
noticed a piece of paper under the plate.Â
“Lana, I had a dream. I dreamed that even though you returned to the city, Evan kept you under his thumb at every turn, and in the end, you died in childbirth.”Â
“That’s why I used such an extreme way to bring you back. I hope you won’t blame me, and I hope you won’t be sad. I’ll watch over you from heaven, my daughter, and keep you safe for the rest of your life.”Â
It felt as if my heart had been smashed apart.Â
The hand holding the paper kept trembling, and in the end, I collapsed in despair.Â
So she had been given a second chance too.Â
But for my sake, she had once again given up her own life.Â
“Mom, I’m sorry.”Â
I clutched the paper and slapped myself hard across the face.Â
It was all my fault. If I had not fallen in love with Evan, none of this would have happened.Â
I cried until I passed out.Â
When I woke again, I was in the hospital.Â
The General looked at me with concern.Â
“I’m sorry for your loss. Your mother’s greatestÂ
wish was to see you live well.”Â
“Thank you, General. I won’t do anything foolish.”Â
After all, my chance to keep living had beenÂ
bought with my mother’s life.Â
He sighed, not knowing what else to say.Â
He only took another stack of money from hisÂ
coat and handed it to me.Â
“This is from Evan. I also delivered the finalÂ
divorce decree you asked me to give him.”Â
“Okay.”Â
My eyes hurt from how dry they were. I had criedÂ
all the tears I had in this life.Â
Then I got into the car and went to Santa ClaraÂ
Valley.Â
The tech boom had not yet reached this place, andÂ
everything still looked bleak.Â
I worked on the redevelopment effort whileÂ
studying.Â
Everyone said I was a workhorse who never knewÂ
when to stop. Only I knew that I was atoning forÂ
my sins and trying to complete the dream my mother had left unfinished.Â
After getting another chance at life, I no longer wanted to drift through my days in a daze.Â
I wanted to make my limited life worth somethingÂ
greater.Â
In the end, I established myself there for good and entered a local research institute.Â
With that money, I bought a number of properties.Â
When the tech boom swept in, my net worthÂ
soared.Â
But I poured most of the money into charity.Â
Over the years, I often wondered whether karma might truly exist.Â
If I worked hard to do good deeds, maybe I could earn enough grace for my mother so her next lifeÂ
would be kinder.Â
I traveled across the country, and in the end, I went to the Southwest to help tackle the wind–erosionÂ
problem.Â
I never expected to see Evan and Wendy thereÂ
again.Â
Evan’s face was weathered and worn. His bodyÂ
was covered in scars, and he walked with a limp.Â
He looked more pitiful than a chained–up yard dog.Â
Wendy looked like she had lost her mind. Her hairÂ
was matted, her clothes were filthy, and she wasÂ
shoving sand into her mouth.Â
When I saw them, I froze for a moment.Â
Evan first turned away in panic, then stumbledÂ
toward me.Â
“Are you doing well?”Â
“Well enough.”Â
My career had become a success, but losing myÂ
mother had become the pain I could never healÂ
from.Â
In my midnight dreams, that plate of brown–sugarÂ
glazed meatloaf would always appear before me, slowly growing moldy, as my own soul seemed toÂ
wither away with it.Â
Evan slowly lowered his head.Â
“I’m sorry. Back then, I didn’t know she would killÂ
herself.”Â
I gave a derisive smile.Â
“You knew. You just didn’t expect her to bring inÂ
the General.”Â
“I didn’t.”Â
He argued in panic, but it only made him look even more cowardly and ridiculous.Â
“Evan, when my mother took pity on you and brought you home, I should have killed you then.”Â
“And Wendy. Back then, I shouldn’t have saved her because I felt sorry for her. I should have watched those thugs beat her to death.”Â
The kindness my mother and I had shown themÂ
had turned into knives pointed back at us.

