I Was Never the Woman in Focus Chapter 04
Tuesday.Â
My last day in this city.Â
My flight to Oslo departed at three in theÂ
afternoon.Â
I’d shipped most of my luggage ahead the dayÂ
before. All I had left was the large black suitcase.Â
It was nine in the morning, and Zion was stillÂ
asleep.Â
I set my keys on the dining table next to the signedÂ
lease termination papers. I’d already withdrawnÂ
my share of the down payment for the weddingÂ
apartment.Â
The bedroom door swung open. Zion stumbledÂ
out with messy bed hair.Â
He spotted my suitcase beside me. “Where areÂ
you going?”Â
“Work trip.” I made up a simple excuse.Â
“Where to?”Â
“Out of town. I’ll be back in a few days.”Â
He just nodded, clearly not caring in the slightestÂ
about my destination or how long I’d be gone.Â
“Perfect. You can give me a ride then.” He headedÂ
to the bathroom to wash his face. “Selena’s carÂ
has a road ban today. I need to pick her up forÂ
work.”Â
His sense of entitlement left me too drained toÂ
even feel bitter.Â
“Zion, my suitcase is heavy. If you’re driving her, IÂ
can’t take any detours.”Â
“It’s no detour at all. Her place is in the sameÂ
district, right on the way to the airport.” He pulledÂ
on his jacket and grabbed his car keys.Â
On the way.Â
My flight was at Terminal 3, while her workplaceÂ
was in the opposite direction, in the CBD. It wasÂ
nowhere near the route.Â
We drove out of the neighborhood. Zion turned on the car’s Bluetooth. It automatically startedÂ
playing Selena’s favorite song.Â
“Can you change this song?” I watched theÂ
scenery blur past the window.Â
“What’s wrong with it? It’s a great track.” He keptÂ
his eyes on the road.Â
“Selena says the beat wakes her up in theÂ
morning.”Â
“It gives me a headache.”Â
“You’re so picky.” He complained, but switched theÂ
song anyway.Â
Just then, his phone rang. The car display lit upÂ
once again with Buddy Selena. He answeredÂ
instantly.Â
“Hey.”Â
“Zion, where are you?” Selena’s voice soundedÂ
anxious.Â
“A water pipe burst outside my building. The roads.Â
are flooded, and I can’t get out.” Her voiceÂ
trembled. “Could you drive into the underground.Â
garage to pick me up?”Â
Zion’s brows furrowed immediately.Â
“Alright, don’t panic. I’m on my way. Wait for me inÂ
the garage.”Â
He slammed on the brakes and made an illegalÂ
U–turn in the middle of the road.Â
“Zion, what are you doing?” The seatbelt dug painfully into my ribs. “I have to get to the airport!”Â
“Selena needs help right now. Can’t you see?” He shot me an angry glare. “The roads are flooded, and she has an important morning meeting today.”Â
“What about me?” I looked at him calmly. “My flight is at three o’clock. I won’t be able to get a taxi here.”Â
“You should have left earlier.” He spoke without a shred of guilt. “The subway is only two kilometers. away. Walk there and take the train.”Â
He pulled over to the side of the road and poppedÂ
the trunk.Â
“Get out.” He ordered me.Â
I stayed seated in the passenger seat.Â
“Zion, if you make me get out here right now,Â
everything between us is over.” My voice was softÂ
but firm.Â
He froze for a second, then let out a cold laugh.Â
“Here we go again.” He unfastened his seatbelt,Â
annoyed.Â
“You always threaten to break up with me. Aren’tÂ
you tired of this game?”Â
“I’m telling you–get out of the car. Selena’sÂ
waiting for me.”Â
He leaned over and pulled open my car door.Â
Cold wind rushed inside. I looked into his furious.Â
eyes and felt an unexpected sense of relief.Â
The tight string that had held me together forÂ
eight years had finally snapped.Â
“Okay.”Â
I unbuckled my seatbelt, stepped out of the car,Â
and dragged my suitcase out of the trunk.Â
I slammed the trunk shut.Â
Zion didn’t say another word. He hit the gas, andÂ
the car sped away like an arrow, splashing muddyÂ
water all over my boots.Â
I stood in the cold wind, watching the familiar carÂ
disappear around the corner.Â
I pulled out my phone, found the contact labeledÂ
Zion Xavier–once pinned to the top of my list-Â
and deleted and blocked him in one quick motion.Â
Clean and final.Â
I grabbed my suitcase and turned toward theÂ
subway station.Â
At half past two in the afternoon, I sat in the departure lounge at Terminal 3.Â
The announcement came over the speakers: boarding was starting for the flight to Oslo.Â
I pulled out my new Norwegian SIM card. Right before I removed my domestic card, a textÂ
message popped up.Â
It was from Zion.Â
[I dropped Selena off at work. Did you board yet?Â
Text me once you land.]Â
I stared at the message, then pressed the powerÂ
button to turn off my phone.Â
I pulled out the domestic SIM card, snapped it inÂ
half, and tossed it into the trash can.Â
“Attention passengers: Flight SK996 to Oslo isÂ
now boarding…”Â
I stood up and walked steadily toward theÂ
boarding gate.Â
After dropping Selena off at her office, ZionÂ
checked the time. It was exactly three o’clock.Â
On instinct, he opened Messages to ask if I’d boarded safely.Â
A bright red exclamation mark popped up on theÂ
screen.Â
Message failed to send. He have been blocked byÂ
the recipient.

