I Took Off My Ring At The Abandoned Station Chapter 10
I just stood there, looking at the painting, atÂ
the woman by the window, and the petals onÂ
the floor.Â
“Julian.”Â
“Yes?”Â
“Thank you.”Â
“For what?”Â
“For letting me know what it feels like to be treated with sincerity.”Â
He turned to look at me.Â
His eyes were very bright.Â
“Abigail, you don’t have to thank me. You just need to be yourself. Leave the rest toÂ
me.”Â
Julian Sterling officially confessed to me onÂ
a rainy day.Â
100.00%Â
He came to pick me up from work; the carÂ
was parked downstairs, wipers swishingÂ
back and forth.Â
He was in the driver’s seat.Â
“What made you come pick me up today?” IÂ
asked.Â
“It’s raining, and you didn’t have anÂ
umbrella.”Â
“How did you know that?”Â
“Chloe Stevens told me.”Â
I smiled: “Since when are you two inÂ
league?”Â
He didn’t answer, but reached into the back.Â
seat and handed me a bag.Â
I opened it–inside was a scarf,Â
cream–colored and very soft to the touch.Â
“It’s getting cold,” he said. “Don’t catch aÂ
cold.”Â
I looked at the scarf and suddenlyÂ
remembered something.Â
Nathaniel had bought me a scarf once, too,Â
but that was in our third year together, andÂ
only after I reminded him three times..Â
That scarf was black and so thick it felt likeÂ
wearing a rug.Â
I never wore it.Â
Not because it was ugly, but because I had toÂ
ask for it.Â
Julian gave this to me without me asking.Â
“Abigail,” he spoke suddenly, his voice soft but earnest, “I like you. Not because of your looks or because you’re capable, but becauseÂ
you are you.”Â
I looked at him.Â
“You don’t have to answer now. Tell meÂ
whenever you’ve made up your mind. I’m inÂ
no rush.”Â
Rain drummed on the car window.Â
I looked down at the scarf in my hands andÂ
touched it; it was so soft.Â
“Julian.”Â
“Yes?”Â
“My last relationship lasted seven years.Â
“I know.”Â
“It took me a long time to move on.”Â
“I know.”Â
“I might not be able to love someone as unreservedly as I did before.”Â
“I don’t need you to be unreserved,” he said.Â
“I’ll take whatever you’re willing to give.Â
And for the parts you aren’t ready to give, I’llÂ
wait.”Â
The rain kept falling.Â
I wrapped the scarf around my neck; it wasÂ
very warm.Â
“Okay,” I said.Â
He was stunned: “Okay what?”Â
“I said okay. I’m saying yes.”Â
He stared at me for a few seconds, thenÂ
smiled.Â
“Then from now on, every rainy day, I’ll beÂ
here to pick you up.”Â
“Okay.”Â
After being with Julian, life became veryÂ
peaceful.Â
He wasn’t the type to manufacture surprisesÂ
-no sudden flowers orÂ
spur–of–the–moment movies.Â
But he would bring me soup when I was working overtime, check the weather for meÂ
when I was traveling, and sit quietly beside me when I was tired.Â
He didn’t need to speak, just being there wasÂ
enough.Â
Chloe Stevens said: “Mr. Sterling mightÂ
seem low–key, but he’s incredibly steady.”Â
I said: “Yes, steady.”Â
“Ms. Miller, was that what your wereÂ
missing?”Â
I thought about it and nodded: “Maybe.”Â
When I was with Nathaniel, I was alwaysÂ
waiting.Â
Waiting for him to come back, to finishÂ
work, to remember me.Â
That kind of waiting felt like beingÂ
suspended; you didn’t know how long itÂ
would take, or what would be there at theÂ
end.Â
With Julian, I don’t wait anymore.Â
Because he never makes me wait.Â
He shows up when he should, and he’s thereÂ
when I need him.Â
Not because he’s perfect, but because heÂ
truly cares about what matters to me.Â
One evening, we were watching a movie atÂ
his place.Â
He cooked, I did the dishes, and then weÂ
curled up on the sofa to watch an old film.Â
Halfway through, I leaned on his shoulder and drifted off to sleep without realizing it.Â
When I woke up, the movie was over, and theÂ
screen was just a blue light.Â
There was a blanket over him, and one overÂ
me too.Â
“You’re awake?” He looked down at me.Â
“How long was I out?”Â
“Not long. Want to keep watching?”Â
“No. I should head home.”Â
“I’ll drive you.”Â
He drove me home, mostly in silence.Â
When we reached my building, LunbuckledÂ
my seatbelt to get out.Â
“Abigail.”Â
“Yes?”Â
“Did you have a good day today?”Â
I thought about it: “I did.”Â
He smiled: “That’s all that matters.”Â
I got out, walked into the lobby, and lookedÂ
back once.Â
He was still in the car; he rolled down theÂ
window and waved.Â
I went up, entered my apartment, and changed my shoes.Â
My phone vibrated. A message from him:Â
Goodnight.Â
I replied: Goodnight.Â
Then I put down my phone to wash my face.Â
In the mirror, my lips were curved into aÂ
smile.

