His Heart Stayed Flat for Me, Raced for Her, I Stayed for Neither Chapter 11
Before the semester started, I went back homeÂ
with my parents to visit relatives.Â
Four years later, I was back at the Whitmores‘Â
house.Â
Mr. and Mrs. Whitmore were just as welcoming asÂ
ever.Â
Mrs. Whitmore gently chided me for leaving so suddenly without saying goodbye. She said she.Â
was worried about me.Â
She said that if she had known Caleb and me wereÂ
together back then, she never would have saidÂ
those things about Olivia.Â
She also said Caleb had never let go of me.Â
He didn’t date anyone in college, and after graduation, he took over the family business.Â
There was never another girl.Â
We talked for a long time that afternoon.Â
I could finally look back at all those people andÂ
memories and feel nothing.Â
As I was leaving the Whitmores‘ house, it startedÂ
to rain.Â
I was about to cover my head with my bag when IÂ
looked up and saw an umbrella held over me.Â
It was Caleb.Â
Four years had passed. He was still handsome,Â
but there was a new seriousness in hisÂ
expression.Â
He looked like he had rushed home, his tie wasÂ
crooked.Â
Caleb offered to walk me home.Â
Our houses were barely a minute apart. I couldÂ
have walked there in thirty seconds. But heÂ
insisted on walking me.Â
We had walked this same path a thousand times.Â
But today, it felt unfamiliar.Â
Caleb chose his words carefully. “Emily…Â
congratulations on getting into graduate school.”Â
I said flatly, “Thanks.”Â
What should have been a one–minute walk took usÂ
ten. Neither of us said anything.Â
Just as I was about to go inside, Caleb said myÂ
name. “Emily.” I turned around.Â
Caleb looked at me. His eyes held too manyÂ
emotions for me to read.Â
“I’m sorry. And… I’m still going to wait for you.”Â
I looked at his stubborn face and sighed. “Don’tÂ
wait for me, Caleb.”Â
“I’ve already moved on. You should too.”Â
After I said that, I closed the door.Â
From outside, I heard the sound of Caleb crying.Â
His sobs mixed with the falling rain and grewÂ
louder.Â
But my life would never be stuck in a rainy seasonÂ
again.

