He Chased His First Love Through the Snow-and Lost Me Chapter 07
He was right.Â
For a decade, my entire existence revolved aroundÂ
the desperate hope of becoming his legitimate wife. I had discarded my dignity, ignored my pride, and bore his child out of wedlock just to stay byÂ
his side. Even when the tabloids plastered hisÂ
endless trysts with Natasha across the frontÂ
pages, I didn’t dare to ask for an explanation.Â
But it was too exhausting. Loving Garett was aÂ
slow, agonizing poison. I simply didn’t have theÂ
strength to play this game anymore.Â
I turned my back on the villa and walked out intoÂ
the night, carrying nothing but my scars. This time,Â
it was Garett who was left standing under theÂ
grand chandelier, watching my retreating figure.Â
vanish into the dark.Â
I retreated to a small, secluded property myÂ
mother had left exclusively in my name before herÂ
passing. The rooms were packed with Andy’s oldÂ
toys and drawings. Unable to process the realityÂ
of my boy’s absence, I locked myself away,Â
spending days crying until my lungs burned.Â
I lost all track of time. I only ate when my stomach.Â
cramped, and only slept when my brain shut down from exhaustion. Eventually, my failing healthÂ
caught up to me, and I collapsed onto the hardwood floor.Â
As darkness took me, a comforting thought surfaced–I had no family left to mourn me;Â
perhaps my body would rot here, and no one would ever notice.Â
But the man who broke into the house andÂ
dragged me back to the living world was Garett.Â
When I opened my eyes, the stark white ceiling ofÂ
a private VIP hospital room came into focus.Â
Garett was sitting silently by my bedside. TheÂ
moment he saw me wake, he quietly signaled theÂ
nurse and instructed his assistant to bring in aÂ
fresh bowl of clam chowder.Â
He actually remembered. Years ago, whenever IÂ
fell ill, I would throw a tantrum and demand heÂ
make me clam chowder. Back then, he would wearÂ
a terrible scowl and refuse, yet a steaming bowlÂ
would always find its way to my nightstandÂ
anyway. I would look at him with pure joy, tugging his sleeve and giggling, “Garett is the best!”Â
He would look away, his ears turning a bright crimson as he forcefully fed me the soup. ThoseÂ
tiny moments were the fuel that kept my unrequited love alive for ten years.Â
I used to believe those flushed ears meant heÂ
shared my affection. It wasn’t until later that he shattered the illusion, telling me he only playedÂ
servant because my mother held a financial knife to his throat. It was all an embarrassing, one–sidedÂ
delusion.Â
I turned my face toward the wall, refusing the spoon he held out.Â
My rejection instantly dissolved his fragile patience, the silver spoon clattering loudly againstÂ
the porcelain bowl. “Vivian, look at yourself in theÂ
mirror! You’re practically a skeleton!”Â
“Is it truly necessary to destroy your own body justÂ
for that man’s bastard child?!”

