Five Years Of Marriage And I Was A Name He’d Never Mentioned Chapter 08
Two months after the divorce, I accepted the transfer to headquarters in Ashford City.Â
That email I’d put off for two years–I finally replied with a single word: [Yes.]Â
The new city was fast–paced. Lots of projects. The night skyline was bright.Â
I moved into a small apartment near the river and started learning to live alone again.Â
Learning to order takeout I actually liked. Learning to sleep in on weekends. Learning to put flowers on the windowsill. Learning to spend myÂ
paycheck on myself first.Â
It was strange.Â
I used to think that without Brandon, I’dÂ
struggle.Â
But after I actually left, I realized I could takeÂ
care of myself just fine.Â
Better than before, actually.Â
Promotion. Raise. Project bonuses.Â
I bought my mom the necklace she’d wantedÂ
for ages. Got my dad a new car. Brought home theÂ
camera I’d never let myself buy.Â
Even my complexion looked better.Â
During a video call, my mom stared at me forÂ
a while, then suddenly smiled.Â
“Lauren, you’veÂ
got that spark back.”Â
I blinked and touched my face instinctively.Â
The person in the camera really did lookÂ
different.Â
No more second–guessing. No more stayingÂ
up all night waiting for someone to come home.Â
No more turning every sentence over and over inÂ
my head.Â
All I had to do was move forward.Â
I found out later that Brandon came to myÂ
parents‘ house three times.Â
The first time, he showed up withÂ
supplements. My dad blocked him at the door.Â
“Take that stuff back. We don’t need it.”Â
The second time, he wanted to see my mom.Â
She didn’t let him in. She just said through theÂ
iron gate, “When you had nothing, Lauren stayedÂ
and got through it with you. When you were atÂ
yourÂ
best and most successful, you didn’t keepÂ
her in your heart. She’s moved on now. Don’t dragÂ
her back.”Â
The third time, my dad ran into him while taking out the trash.Â
Brandon stood under a tree, silent for a longÂ
time. Then he asked, “Sir… did Lauren really want to go to grad school back then?”Â
My dad looked at him.Â
“Yes. She did. Got offers from schoolsÂ
abroad.”Â
“She was afraid you’d be alone and struggling with your new business, so she didn’t go.”Â
“Then she was worried about your mom’sÂ
surgery bills. She never brought it up again.”Â
My dad walked off after that.Â
Later my mom told me that Brandon stoodÂ
outside for a long time that day.Â
So long it got completely dark.Â
When I heard that, I just took a quiet sip ofÂ
water.Â
No satisfaction, like I might have expected.Â
Turns out that after you truly move on, even other people’s regrets have nothing to do with you.

