After Amnesia, I Thought My Mafia Ex-Husband Was My Boss Chapter 11
“Why?” His voice broke. “You used to loveÂ
me so much.”Â
I looked at him calmly.Â
“Maybe because I can see clearly now.”Â
“I can see how painful that marriage was forÂ
me.”Â
I looked into his eyes.Â
“Mr. Moretti, do you know what my firstÂ
reaction was when I saw those diaries,Â
photos, and divorce papers?”Â
He shook his head.Â
“I thought, why was that woman soÂ
foolish?”Â
“She destroyed herself like that for a man.”Â
“Why?”Â
Damian’s whole body shook.Â
“But that woman was you.” He cried out.Â
“That was you.”Â
“Yes, it was me.” I nodded. “That’s why I’mÂ
grateful I lost my memory.”Â
“Because I don’t remember any of thatÂ
pain.”Â
“I only need to know that I was once thatÂ
small and desperate. That’s enough.‘Â
The psychologist said beside us, “Mr.Â
Moretti, I suggest Ms. Randall stay awayÂ
from the source of her trauma.”Â
He turned sharply.Â
“What does that mean?”Â
“It means staying away from the people andÂ
environment that caused her trauma. ThatÂ
will help her recover.”Â
Damian froze.Â
“But I’m her husband.”Â
“Ex–husband,” I corrected him. “We’reÂ
already divorced.”Â
He suddenly dropped to his knees.Â
“Eliana.” He grabbed my hand. “I wasÂ
wrong. I was really wrong. Don’t leave me.Â
Please.”Â
I pulled my hand back and stood up.Â
“Mr. Moretti, your mistake didn’t startÂ
now.”Â
“It started the day you allowed Vera to move into the East Wing.”Â
“It started the day I gave up RandallÂ
Shipping for you, and you said I had nothing to do all day but overthink.”Â
“It started the day Luca said he liked Aunt. Vera more, and you said I was being too controlling.”Â
“It started every time you pushed me to the edge and still believed I could never leaveÂ
you.”Â
I listed each thing one by one.Â
The color drained from his face little byÂ
little.Â
“You thought I would always love you, soÂ
you had no fear.”Â
“You enjoyed the feeling of two womenÂ
fighting over you.”Â
“You enjoyed the triumph of watching meÂ
give up everything for you.”Â
“But you never thought that I would getÂ
tired too.”Â
Damian knelt on the floor.Â
His whole body trembled.Â
“I thought you would never leave.”Â
“You loved me so much.”Â
“Yes, I loved you,” I said. “But the ElianaÂ
who loved you is already dead.”Â
I turned to leave.Â
He suddenly asked, “Then who do you loveÂ
now?”Â
I stopped and turned back to look at him.Â
“I love myself.”Â
“And for the first time in my life, Mr.Â
Moretti, I love myself enough to leave.”Â
After saying that, I walked out of the clinicÂ
room.Â
His crying came from behind me.Â
But I didn’t look back.

