I Broke Up With Him After The Concert Kiss Chapter 06
When the plane landed, I breathed in theÂ
foreign air deeply.Â
No Silas. No Lila.Â
It even smelled sweet.Â
My aunt was waiting for me at the gate.Â
When she saw the fading red rashes on myÂ
neck, tears filled her eyes.Â
“Elowen, you’ve been through so much.”Â
I hugged her and smiled, telling her I’d letÂ
everything go.Â
My aunt helped me enroll in the bestÂ
University Pathway Program around.Â
I had a solid academic foundation, so IÂ
caught up quickly.Â
Every day, I buried myself in the library, discussing projects with classmates from allÂ
over the world.Â
I never had to be woken up in the middle ofÂ
the night to run out and get someone food.Â
I never had to walk on eggshells, scared someone would have an attack.Â
I was free.Â
Back across the ocean, Silas’s life fell apart.Â
Community college classes were a joke, andÂ
his dorm was always filled with smoke and gaming noise.Â
He’d once been the golden boy, and now he was stuck with people like this.Â
He started staying up all night, unable to sleep.Â
Every time he closed his eyes, he saw Elowen’s face, full of despair.Â
He tried playing the piano to numb himself.Â
But the damaged nerves in his right hand. made it impossible to play even a singleÂ
scale.Â
He smashed the keyboard in frustration.Â
Lila walked in and saw the mess.Â
She held out a bowl of noodles cautiously.Â
“Silas, eat something.”Â
Silas didn’t even look at her. He swatted theÂ
bowl away.Â
Soup splattered all over Lila.Â
Her eyes welled with tears as she stared atÂ
him, hurt.Â
“You still blame me, don’t you?”Â
Silas looked at her, at her perpetuallyÂ
helpless, tearful expression, and felt nothingÂ
but irritation.Â
When Elowen was around, he’d thought Lila needed protecting.Â
Now, seeing her every day, he realized sheÂ
had nothing but tears.Â
He missed Elowen’s strength andÂ
independence more and more.Â
He missed the warm milk she made himÂ
every morning.Â
He missed the way she looked at him, full ofÂ
unreserved love.Â
But he’d pushed her away himself.Â
Back in her dorm, Lila took off her clothes.Â
She stared at the ugly burn scar on her body.Â
She’d gotten it saving Elowen.Â
But now, the scar felt like a joke.Â
She remembered kneeling at Elowen’sÂ
parents‘ grave when she was seven.Â
“I’ll protect Elowen with my life, always.”Â
What had she done instead?Â
She’d slept with Elowen’s boyfriend.Â
She’d watched Elowen’s future getÂ
destroyed.Â
She’d watched Elowen eat something thatÂ
could’ve killed her.Â
Guilt gnawed at her like a venomous snake.Â
Lila buried her face in her hands and sobbed.Â
She’d messed up.Â
And there was no going back.

