Alpha Rejected the Tomboy. Now, She’s Gone. Chapter 05
The score blazed bright and burning on theÂ
screen.Â
A perfect 1580, the highest SAT score in theÂ
school’s history.Â
I stared at the digits, my eyes stinging sharply.Â
I wasn’t crying out of sorrow. All the points I’d heldÂ
back for years had finally returned to me at once.Â
“1580? The tomboy scored a 1580?”Â
“No way. The system must have glitched!”Â
“This is insane. No one’s ever gotten a score thisÂ
high!”Â
Shouts and exclamations exploded across theÂ
room. Every single face wore the exact same lookÂ
of utter disbelief.Â
Courtney stood frozen by the podium, her faceÂ
drained completely of color.Â
She shoved me aside, snatched the mouse, andÂ
refreshed the page over and over again.Â
Yet the score never changed.Â
“This isn’t possible! She’s always been an averageÂ
student. No one will believe she scored this highÂ
legitimately!”Â
Adam looked far more stunned than anyone. HeÂ
locked his eyes on the screen, rooted to the floorÂ
without the slightest movement.Â
Courtney lunged forward, grabbed me by theÂ
collar, and screamed, “You cheated! You must’veÂ
cheated! Did you buy the answer key beforehand?”Â
I pried her fingers off my clothes one by one,Â
steadily.Â
“I’m not foolish enough to ruin my own future.”Â
“I’ll fully cooperate with any investigation. If no cheating is found, your false accusation counts as a legal offense.”Â
I glanced at the still roaring crowd and spoke in aÂ
cold, clear tone.Â
You all know the truth.Â
Courtney’s mouth fell open, yet she could not utterÂ
a single word in rebuttal.Â
Everyone knew the SAT offered zero loopholes forÂ
cheating.Â
She knew it best of all.Â
Like every person in this room, she simply refusedÂ
to accept reality.Â
She refused to believe her so–called outstanding grades paled in comparison to mine.Â
Adam finally snapped out of his stupor. HeÂ
stumbled toward me, barely able to keep hisÂ
balance.Â
“Jamie, how did you score this high? You’veÂ
always been average…”Â
“Or have you… been holding back your scores thisÂ
entire time?”Â
His expression twisted with conflict–shock,Â
confusion, and bitter resentment at the years ofÂ
perceived deception.Â
“Yes. I’ve been controlling my scores all along.”Â
The classroom fell dead silent the second theÂ
words left my mouth.Â
Every pair of eyes locked firmly on me.Â
I continued steadily, “Starting in seventh grade, IÂ
deliberately kept my grades ordinary. I wasÂ
terrified that excelling too far would make you pullÂ
away from me again.”Â
“I left entire sections blank on my statewideÂ
graduation exams, just to guarantee we’d end upÂ
in the same high school.”Â
“Throughout these three years of high school, IÂ
calculated every answer I wrote. I dared not scoreÂ
too high and expose myself, nor too low and dragÂ
you down.”Â
“For every single exam, I meticulously kept myÂ
score exactly ten points below yours.”Â
Adam’s pupils constricted sharply. His hands.Â
began to tremble uncontrollably.Â
“Jamie, you…”Â
Tears finally slipped down my cheeks.Â
“I could’ve gotten into the Advanced PlacementÂ
program at the magnet school. It was my dream.Â
But I gave it all up for you.”Â
“On my birthday, I finally worked up the courage to confess. I’d already made up my mind–whetherÂ
you accepted me or not, I’d keep holding back myÂ
scores to attend the same college as you.”Â
“But what did you do?”Â
I lifted my gaze to meet his, voice breaking faintly.Â
“You chose Courtney. You called me disgusting.”Â
“Adam, you could’ve chosen anyone. Why her?Â
Why the one person who never stopped bullyingÂ
me?”Â
Both Adam and Courtney froze completelyÂ
speechless.

