He Drugged Me For Her Future Chapter 08
The plane cut through the clouds. Tyler leanedÂ
against the window and watched the city belowÂ
shrink and shrink.Â
Somewhere down there was a girl whose entireÂ
childhood, from babbling baby to eighteen yearsÂ
old, he had been part of.Â
They were supposed to never be apart. He wasÂ
going to get her back.Â
Late autumn in Portland. The wind carried a dryÂ
chill.Â
I had been here almost a month.Â
My aunt helped me rent a small apartment near Cascade State University. My days were peaceful and uneventful.Â
I almost thought I had forgotten, until that afternoon when I saw a familiar figure standing outside my building at Cedarwood Apartments.Â
Tyler stood there with a suitcase in his hand. He looked worn out.Â
He had lost weight. There were dark circles under his eyes.Â
“Emma.” His voice was barely a rasp.Â
I didn’t hide, but I didn’t go to him either.Â
“What are you doing here?”Â
“I came for you.”Â
He stepped forward and pulled the heirloom ringÂ
out of his pocket.Â
“This belongs to you.”Â
I looked at it for a second, then I said coldly, “KeepÂ
- it. Give it to Madison. Sell it. It is nothing to meÂ
anymore.”Â
That night, I made it clear I didn’t want him there.Â
But Tyler didn’t leave. Instead, he found a place toÂ
stay nearby.Â
Day after day, he tried to take care of me the wayÂ
he used to.Â
He learned to cook the food I liked and brought it to my building. He printed out notes and left themÂ
at my door.Â
He even went to see Aunt Susan, begging her with red eyes to help him convince me.Â
Aunt Susan told me later, “Emma, he really doesÂ
look like he regrets everything.”Â
I didn’t say anything.Â
What good was regret?Â
Some damage could not just be erased.Â
The next time he showed up with food, I lookedÂ
him in the eyes and asked, “Tyler, do you actuallyÂ
want to make things right? Or do you just hateÂ
losing something you are used to having?”Â
He froze.Â
“I spent my whole life leaning on you, orbitingÂ
around you, and you thought that was just howÂ
things should be.”Â
“Now that I am gone, you are uncomfortable. SoÂ
you chased after me.”Â
“But have you thought about this? If I came backÂ
and everything went back to normal, wouldn’t yourÂ
just get sick of me again?”Â
“No, I wouldn’t.”Â
“How do you know? You said you would love meÂ
forever once before. And look what happened.”Â
His voice died in his throat.Â
“Thank you for everything you have done for me. But I don’t need it.”Â
“Once something is broken, even the sight of itÂ
makes me sick.”Â
I turned around. That was when the tears finallyÂ
fell.Â
It was not that I felt no regret. It was not that I was not hurting.Â
Eighteen years, you don’t just forget somethingÂ
like that.Â
But some things break in a way that cannot beÂ
fixed.Â
I didn’t want to spend the rest of my lifeÂ
pretending not to see the cracks.Â
Someone stepped up beside me and handed me a‘Â
pack of tissues.Â
It was Liam Bennett, a senior in my department.Â
In the months I had been here, he had alwaysÂ
looked out for me.Â
Liam stood in front of me, looking adorablyÂ
nervous. “Don’t cry”Â
I took the tissues and almost laughed. “Have youÂ
been following me?”Â
His ears turned red. He stopped pretendingÂ
“Emma Watson, I like you. I have liked you sinceÂ
our first group project together”Â
“I know you have someone else in your heart. But IÂ
can wait.”Â
“It is not because I feel sorry for you. It is notÂ
because I am used to you. It is because you areÂ
you.”Â
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Tyler appearÂ
But when he saw Liam and me standing there sideÂ
by side, he stopped in his tracks.Â
That night, Tyler left Portland.Â
And I found a velvet box outside my apartmentÂ
door.Â
Inside was the real family heirloom diamond ring.Â
Next to it was a note that said: [I am sorry. Thank you. I hope you are happy.]Â
The last five words were written in shaky, unevenÂ
strokes, like his hand was trembling when heÂ
wrote them.Â
I looked at it for a long time. Then I closed the boxÂ
and put it in the back of my drawer.Â
I didn’t throw it away, but I didn’t put it on either.Â
Some things belong in the past. You don’t have toÂ
forget, but you can let go.Â
Three months later, summer came to Portland.Â
The sun was beautiful that day. Liam and I sat onÂ
the main lawn at Cascade State University.Â
After a gust of wind, he turned his head and gaveÂ
me a small smile.Â
“What are you smiling at?”Â
He closed the sketchbook he had been drawing inÂ
and looked at me seriously.Â
“Emma. I think I like you a little more than I didÂ
yesterday.”Â
I blinked, then smiled.Â
“Liam.”Â
“Yeah.”Â
“Me too.”Â
In the distance, the Bell Tower at Cascade StateÂ
struck the hour.Â
All those broken, painful memories stayed far, farÂ
behind.Â
And my new story was just beginning.Â

