He Drugged Me And Let Her Cut My Hair Chapter 04
There were people acting onstage.Â
There was noise and laughter from the audienceÂ
below.Â
But in my world, there was only silence.Â
He had still done it.Â
I sat there pale and motionless, staring at the boy I had grown up with, the boy who had once been my whole world.Â
My heart felt hollow, as if a cold draft wereÂ
blowing through the empty ribs of a ruin.Â
The performance was a huge success.Â
Sabrina stood onstage smiling like she was inÂ
bloom.Â
Ethan, though, looked distracted. His eyes keptÂ
sweeping across the crowd as if he wereÂ
searching for something.Â
I had already left school.Â
Clara:[Where are you?]Â
Clara:[It was just a performance. Everyone wasÂ
messing around before graduation. Don’t be soÂ
sensitive.]Â
Clara:[Pick up. We need to talk.]Â
Clara:[Clara Whitmore, answer your phone.]Â
None of his messages received a reply.Â
For the first time, Ethan panicked.Â
He went to the faculty office to ask about myÂ
interview results. When he heard that myÂ
admission was basically guaranteed, he relaxed aÂ
little.Â
After finals, he had done well too, and theÂ
messages he sent me changed in tone.Â
Ethan: [Once school starts, we’ll be at StantonÂ
together. Everything will be fine then.]Â
Ethan:[I bookmarked all the best spots in the city. I’ll take you to the most famous food street. They have those crepes you like.]Â
Ethan:[Clara, let’s date.]Â
Every message disappeared into silence.Â
Ethan felt uneasy, but he still believed that onceÂ
September came and school started, everythingÂ
would go back to normal. He figured he had fourÂ
years of college to pacify a sulky girl.Â
At last, September first arrived.Â
Stanton University’s campus buzzed withÂ
incoming freshmen.Â
The second Ethan finished settling into his dorm,Â
he ran to wait outside Hawthorne Hall. His faceÂ
was full of anticipation, with just a trace of nervesÂ
he couldn’t quite hide.Â
The phone rang a few times.Â
Then it connected.Â
“Hey, Clara? Where are you? Come downstairs.Â
Let’s go get something to eat.”Â
He tried to sound relaxed, easy, familiar.Â
“It’s been forever and you still didn’t come find me.Â
But I’m willing to be nice and let it go.”Â
The line stayed quiet.Â
Then, after a moment, my voice came through.Â
Soft, but perfectly clear.Â
“I didn’t enroll at Stanton.”Â
He froze.Â
“…What?”Â
“I’m at Redwood State.”Â
The sun was blazing overhead.Â
And suddenly, Ethan felt the whole world tiltÂ
beneath his feet.

