The Spare Phone Held Years Of Spare Love Chapter 08
The ruling came down in early November.Â
The court found that during our marriage, Ethan had maintained a long–term improper relationshipÂ
with Laurel, constituting serious maritalÂ
misconduct.Â
Of the six hundred thousand dollars he hadÂ
transferred, five hundred fifty thousand wasÂ
determined to be dissipation of marital assets,Â
and the court ordered full repayment.Â
The condo and the car were both included in theÂ
repayment schedule.Â
As for the bigamy–related claim, the court declinedÂ
to uphold it because the evidence was insufficientÂ
to prove they had publicly lived together asÂ
husband and wife.Â
My attorney asked if I wanted to appeal.Â
I shook my head.Â
“That’s enough.”Â
Five hundred fifty thousand dollars.Â
The eighty–seven thousand my father had left me.Â
The proceeds from the old house Ethan’s parentsÂ
had left behind.Â
Every dollar I had earned through eight years ofÂ
working late nights, catching red–eye flights, andÂ
refusing to take vacation days because I thoughtÂ
we were building a future.Â
It had all come back.Â
My attorney handed me a copy of the judgment.Â
“Mrs. Bennett,” she said, “I’ve never seen anyoneÂ
handle a case like this as cleanly as you did.”Â
I took the papers.Â
“It wasn’t clean.”Â
“I was just tired.”Â
She said nothing after that.Â
That evening, I went back home.Â
Everything had already been packed.Â
The living room still looked the same. The sofaÂ
cover had not been changed, and our weddingÂ
photo still sat on the TV console.Â
In the photo, we were both young.Â
He wore a white shirt. I wore a wedding dress withÂ
a long train. We stood under the ginkgo tree by the university gate.Â
It was late October, and the leaves had turned a perfect gold.Â
The photographer told the groom to smile.Â
Ethan forced out an expression that looked worseÂ
than crying.Â
I laughed beside him.Â
That was our seventh year together.Â
People always talked about the seven–year itch.Â
We chose that exact year to get married.Â
On the day I handled the property transfer, the realÂ
estate agent asked, “After this place is sold, whereÂ
will you live?”Â
“I’m moving south,” I said.Â
A small coastal town. Somewhere by the ocean,Â
where winter didn’t feel so cold.Â
She glanced at me and didn’t ask more.Â
As for the La Jolla condo Ethan had wanted toÂ
buy, the down payment never came together, so itÂ
fell through in the end.Â
What happened to his retirement account afterÂ
that, I didn’t know, and I never asked.Â
On November 17, I moved out of the apartment inÂ
the city and loaded the last few boxes onto theÂ
moving truck.Â
The wind was strong that day.Â
I stood at the entrance of the complex, waiting for the truck driver, while the hood of my down jacketÂ
ballooned in the wind.Â
A cab stopped by the curb.Â
The door opened, and Laurel got out.Â
She looked even thinner than she had a month earlier. Her trench coat had been replaced by a thick winter coat, and her stomach was high andÂ
round now. She held one hand against her lowerÂ
back as she walked.Â
In her other hand was a brown paper bag.Â
“This is for you.”Â
I didn’t take it.Â
“What is it?”Â
“The things he wrote.” She lowered her eyes.Â
“Letters, notes, drafts. Eight years‘ worth.”Â
“I found them while I was clearing out the condo.Â
It felt wrong to throw them away.”Â
“Burn them, then.”Â
She didn’t move.Â
The wind blew her hair into her face.Â
“Mrs. Bennett,” she said, “after the baby is born, I’llÂ
raise her by myself.”Â
“I won’t give her his last name. I won’t let her knowÂ
him as her father.”Â
“And I won’t look for him again.”Â
I looked at her.Â
Her eyes were not red, and her voice was steady. Only her fingers kept tightening around the paper bag until her knuckles went pale.Â
“That’s between you and him,” I said.Â
She nodded lightly.Â
“I know.”Â
She set the bag at my feet, then turned and slowlyÂ
walked back toward the cab.Â
The driver got out to help her.Â
She sat in the back seat and didn’t look back.Â
After the cab pulled away, I remained where I was.Â
At my feet, the wind lifted one corner of the brownÂ
paper bag.Â
I crouched down and tucked it into the gapÂ
between two cardboard boxes.Â
The moving truck driver honked.Â
“Ms. Bennett, we’re ready to go!”Â
“Coming.”Â
I closed the truck door.

